heyy
i suddenly feel so..unaccomplished.
like. im doing preetty badly in school, even though some ppl are killing me for my chinese marks. butbutbut. its still so.. bad! omg. i cant stand it. i look at all the JC1 ppl's scores today, and i ask myself how on earth am i gonna gewt such grades from where im standing now. sighs. its gonna be a humongous big leap. sighs. i think im gonna die la. especially when the progress report comes in. small and inconspicous, demoralised, contradicted, wadever.

ohh! i went to church today!! finally! after 1 month. ahhaha. missed it so much. the smell, the ppl, and the sunday sch. hahhaha
kinda comforting to see tt ppl missed me and stuff. even though odya was pretty uneventful, me going baack made it eventful. for me at least! XD hahhaa.

whee. today, drill was.. fine. almost died when i reached home. walked so slowly but.. well.. tired. haha.
oh wells. im so tired. havent slept in for dunno how long. everyday is like.. rush rushrush. havent started on my homework at all. and guess wad. im not doing too well in school. sighs. oh wells. went to KAP for lunch. first timw we went there as a contingent. whee. felt like an excursion. joy and caro waiting for me to get my food cz they said they felt insecure without me. lol. i still cant register that. dun make sense! lol.
i shall declarethis: i miss church.
caro's like.. i dun wanna go church tmr.. and i reall miss church. coontradicting !! ahha. oh wells. i haent been there since 1 month ago. was suppose to go there today but.. guess wad. i had the 5th reunion dinner. gosh. and sam was asking how many reunion dinners i had. sighs.
caro; stopsaying you're uselss cz you're not. can you not be like that? (*dun give me that grin) sighs. if you wanna say you're useless, think of the ppl more useless than you. namely me. sighs. omg. you are SO not useless cannnnnn.
charis, cassie, grace; eeehhh!!why didnt you ask me tooo!!! wad project!
me; this blog is stagnant. i shall do something.
haha
i think. im gonna just.. sleep.
XD

heyys ppl. haha. this blog is stagnant. haha.. yes i agree.lol.
did drill and stuff in the rain.. so fun. but i think im gonna get sick. oh wells/. ohoh! we also had instant noodles under the linkway for lunchboxday!! whee. so super fun. wad a way to end the CNY week. XD haha. with an additional part of alot alot of homwork and tests. sighs.
if church ppl actually reads this blog, i wont be going for the teens camp. probably not. sighs. i have TRAINING. oh wells. i knoow you guys will start to nag at me once u hear about it but.. priorities. aiya. its just.. too bad they make us go for full time. if not, i would have been able to go for at least 1 night. sighs. this is so horrible. torture! i've been looking forward to this camp!! arghh. wadever la. dunno. sighs.
i havent been too free. for everything. ppl have been complaining. sighs. sorry guys! i'll TRY to make time for you guys k? (:
nv even go online. and by the time i can go online, its like.. 10 plus 12. and my gtalks not working. somehow this com jz refuses to download gtalk. ggggaaahhh..
been doing pretty badly in school. those who knows it knows. sighs. i hate it i hate it i hate it. gosh. the only subjects im doing " relatively well" is chinese, and a math. dun even know if im going to pass physics or not. sighs.
im sooooo.. gonna die. and not gwet promoted to sec4, then i'll be a retainnee, and i'll be forced to transfre school. and then i'll seriously die. oh gosh. oh gosh. oh gosh.

ohooh!! great news! (abit anti-climax, but wad the heck.XD) haha. i probably be going america in june!! whee. so exciting. FINALLY. but the stupid extra lessons.. sigh laaaa........ bleagh.

i dun like sec3 life.
sucks.
real bad.

heyys ppl. happpy chinese new year!! haha. hope you guys had fun with all the visitings and the red packets. haha. i did!! whee. those who knows how much i got would have already killed me. lol.. oh wells. today i collected very little red packets. only 1.. haha. oh welks/ im going to my granma;s house again later. my brother;s sister is finally back!! whee. haha. lipin and charis came over today. it was so fun with all the rush hours. haha. so nice. they came from 2 plus to.. 5?? haha. and they got a nice red packet. ahaha.

chginese new year was kinda fun. my dad said that chinese new year was the most meaniigful day of the year. and i agree with him! its like.. the rest of the year you slog your soul out and in the end, wad you're working for is a cert with a nice result you like and you will be proud of.
sighs,

oh! 3s! please hand in your 2 forms tomorrow to avoid ms or's scoldings

caro: happy fishing!
everybody else: happy visiting or wad so ever, chinese new year! may you get lots and lots of red packets! XD and grow to be wiser and better! vetter than the year before! XD

whee. got my com back. after all the shifting house and everything. everything's in a mess la. sighss. haha
oh wells. im so tired of everything. i jz wanna SLLLEEEEPPPPPP through the day.,. hahha.. chinese new year is coming!! are u excited or wad?? haha.im looking forward to all the hongbaos and all the stuff... hahha. whee. i got my first hundred bucks already!!! hahaha. cz my uncle's going overseas, then he jz give lor.. haha, oh wells. he always give alot one.. XDXD
haha. oh wells. i shall go study now.. physics and history tmr. sighs. this whole term has been a mess. my grades are in a mess. if iim lucky, i jz might pass the term. sighs. wth. im gonna die la. and my mum jz askd me. "so sec3 life can or not?" and guess wad i said? can lahh.. sighs. how am i suppose to tell her la. bleagh. i dun event hink she'll be happy to let me go anywhere anymore la. dieeee